Well I am still here. I have been really busy with work and other house duties. I did a bunch of work yesterday. I was on the computer way too long because my eyes hurt so bad and I had to get off. My paycheck is going to look very snazzy on Saturday thought. Too bad its going to the savings and I wont see a single dime of it. Matthew and I are trying to save, but every time we try to save something always comes up.

I went to get the car inspected on Monday and it failed. My odometer is broken, it has been broken for 2 years now and they decided they want to fail me for it. It is so stupid. The girl was so nasty with me, I am so tempted to find out where she lives and throw eggs at her house or send her a bunch of spam to her myspace account, but I am a good girl, and I am letting it go. Just makes me mad that I have to spend about $375 dollars on something that is not REALLY necessary. They failed my other car because there was slight rip in the wipes. Come on, this is getting out of hand now. So now I have this huge red rejected sticker on my car. Makes me feel like I don’t take care of my car, that I am being singled out. I can not wait to get out of this state, because its only getting worst.

On a better note, Matthew and I are going to Jenn’s house Friday night for Ryan’s birthday. I am really looking forward to it. I need some time away from here. Just too much stress is going on. 2008 was a really bad year, I sure hope 2009 is much better.

I bought a new domain name. I paid for it and is waiting for the OK. I am planning on blogging more over there, but I will still be blogging here too!

After all this time, I am still here! I took a little break from the internet life, but I am back. There has been so much going on lately, that I have been super busy. Let’s see, my Grandma passed away 3 weeks ago. We flew to Indiana/Indianapolis for her funeral on the 4th of July to make it in time for the funeral for the 5th of July. They did everything in one day, which I thought was very odd, but I guess they do things differently over there. It was very sad and not to mention it was on our 5th wedding anniversary as well.

So now we are back, things are pretty much back to the same. When I came back from IN, I noticed that my foot was infected. I wont post the gross details, but it was clearly infected. I went to the urgent care center and waited almost 3 and half hours to be seen. The doctors spend less then 5 minutes with me and left. The nurses taped up my infection and told me to see a foot doctor. Why didn’t he just treat it? In the paper work that I got on my serious skin infection and I told to take medications and use a cream. It did not get any better. I went back to the doctors and found out I had a ingrown toe nail. The doctor took care of everything and I am getting better. Ugh no more drama please!!!

I have been searching on ebay for a really good mens rings cleaner. My wedding band gets dirty and dull very easy. I like when it’s nice and clean and it’s noticeable to other people. I take pride in my ring and want to show it off to everyone. I know that might sound conceded, but I do take pride in my ring.

I have been trying to find a good cleaner for my ring that wont mess with the gold color. My wedding band is white gold and I really don’t want a chemical to ruin it. Maybe I should just take it to a jewelry store and let them clean it.

Two posts in one day, I rock! I finally got a new layout up! I finally got everything set up and ready to roll.  Tomorrow night we are planning on going to beach/boardwalk for couple hours. I really enjoy going because it helps clear my head. I am really hoping to get some photos at the beach.

I am sorry that I have been letting this place go. Ugh, I have been feeling so upset and depressed lately. I started taking my Sertrainline again. It seems to be working. Life has to be better then this. I feel upset and depressed about everything and it is really starting to take a toll on me. There is stuff going on in my life that I can not discuss, but its very hard for me to deal with. I wish it would just all end now.

I decided that I would try to look for another job, along with doing my freelance work. I have contacted 2 different employment agency and I found one job that I applied at, to only find out my friend works there. She keeps telling me its boring and I wouldn’t like it, but I just don’t know if she is really saying that or doesn’t want me working there for some reason. I sent my resume to her office, well see if I hear back, if not oh well wasn’t meant to me and I move on. Monday I got to an employment agency at 9:30am so hopefully they can find me something.

I came to the point that Matthew and I really need to move out. We need to pay our debt and get out of here. Its very hard to rent or buy house in NJ. This is why we are looking into PA. Every time we go and visit Jenn, we just love her area. Its peaceful, and no one is going to bug us!

Thinking about purchasing this bag, what do you think?

Well my beautiful layout is not being nice. I gave up on it for the night. I decided to get my hair done tomorrow. I am planning on getting it cut and foiled a pretty blond color. You can see how I want it here. Hopefully it will come out nice, I hate the summer because my hair is always frizzy and yucky, so it being short will be much easier to take care of. I am also thinking about buying some hair care products too so my hair wont get very dry because foiling dries it out big time.

I forgot to mention Matthew and I bought a photo printer. It is so awesome! I love it. It makes 4×6’s and 5×7’s and also small prints like wallets and tiny wallets. Its so nice not having to go to CVS all the time and picking up pictures, I can just print them right on my printer.

Just for a sneak peak of the colors of my new layout lllllllll llllllll

I am still here! I have been sick for about 2 weeks now. I wasn’t getting better at first and then finally it all went away. It was a pain, my throat hurt, my nose was stuffy and my left ear felt like their was something inside it. After my second doctors appointment, I found out that I got fluid in it and its suppose to go away on its own. It did, but it was so annoying because I couldn’t hear very well. Now I am all better and not sick! I think that I got sick at Dave and Busters. When we went the night of my birthday their was tons of kids and when I went to the doctors she told me that you usually get bronchitis from children, well it would make sense now.

I am trying so hard to find or make a decent layout. Ugh, I hope I can find something, because I don’t make Wordpress themes the proper way and it messes up other parts of my blog!

I got sick. I found out on Wednesday that I got bronchitis. Fun stuff. I really starting to feel sick Monday evening when Matthew and I went to see Jenn W from Biggest Loser and then it just went down hill. I got really cold/hot, sore throat you know the usually. I went to the doctors Wednesday and gave me some cough medicine and antibiotics to kill the germs. I am slowly getting better one day at a time. I found out that I accident overdosed on my cough medication. Since I didn’t have a spoon, I just swigged the bottle, and well I guess I got too much. It put me in this very nice trance, don’t get me wrong it was a good feeling. Made me very relax and I felt like I didn’t have a care in the world and it made me very hyper at first and then made me very sleepy LOL and then I started to itch everywhere. Ugh, I had rashes on my chest and I mean I itched everywhere. So I looked at the book that came with my medicine and looked at the bottle and figured that’s what I did.

So now I make sure to use a spoon now LOL. Today is a better day, I think I am pretty much over my cold. I am just very tired and I can sleep all day if needed, that’s how tired I really am, which doesn’t sound to bad now, but I have tons to do today. I think Matthew is going to put the air in tonight. I am sure hope so, I need cold air!

Yesterday my nephew broke our cd/dvd rom drive. He likes to play with it. We tried to tape it down so it wouldn’t open, but he’s so smart that he pulled the tape off and he got it stuck. I mean its no big deal, it can be replaced and I know he didn’t do it on purpose he doesn’t know what he’s doing. He got really upset and was crying and he told Matty (that’s what he calls Matthew) and Zia (zia is Italian for aunt) that he was sorry in the saddest little face. It made my heart melt. So now when got to go to best buy and buy a new one. I dont know if we will go today, but I hope soon because we need a cd rom drive.

Yuck, somehow I managed to get sick. The weather here has been crazy, so I am really not surprised. One min its raining and 70 degrees, next its sunny and 50 degrees. This weather needs to make up its mind already. I can’t sleep, my nose hurts from blowing my nose, my sore throat seems as thought it went away and my ears pop and itch so bad. I am miserable. Poor Matthew, I know that I must keep him up, I feel bad, but what I am I suppose to do? I just lay in bed, thinking about life, my family and friends and I think about my nephew and he makes me happy. Whenever I am having a bad day, and I think about how cute and adorable he is, makes me happy.

So I ordered my new domain for my weight loss from Surnaturelle.Net and waiting for her to process it. My friend Jenn also got a weight loss domain as well. Her site is not yet completed either, I told her I would help her with it as soon as its done processing, and I guess now when I am over my cold. Ashley has a new weight loss site as well, go check it out!

Now I am just sitting her cold, and slipping cold turkey hill ice tea. I thought they only sold in PA, which I became hooked on it at Jenn’s house and before leaving PA, I made sure to get a few gallons of it, to only find out they sell in my grocery store. LOL

Somehow I got sick. I got a bad sore throat and cough. All I want to do is sleep. Be back soon!