Two posts in one day, I rock! I finally got a new layout up! I finally got everything set up and ready to roll.  Tomorrow night we are planning on going to beach/boardwalk for couple hours. I really enjoy going because it helps clear my head. I am really hoping to get some photos at the beach.

I am sorry that I have been letting this place go. Ugh, I have been feeling so upset and depressed lately. I started taking my Sertrainline again. It seems to be working. Life has to be better then this. I feel upset and depressed about everything and it is really starting to take a toll on me. There is stuff going on in my life that I can not discuss, but its very hard for me to deal with. I wish it would just all end now.

I decided that I would try to look for another job, along with doing my freelance work. I have contacted 2 different employment agency and I found one job that I applied at, to only find out my friend works there. She keeps telling me its boring and I wouldn’t like it, but I just don’t know if she is really saying that or doesn’t want me working there for some reason. I sent my resume to her office, well see if I hear back, if not oh well wasn’t meant to me and I move on. Monday I got to an employment agency at 9:30am so hopefully they can find me something.

I came to the point that Matthew and I really need to move out. We need to pay our debt and get out of here. Its very hard to rent or buy house in NJ. This is why we are looking into PA. Every time we go and visit Jenn, we just love her area. Its peaceful, and no one is going to bug us!

Thinking about purchasing this bag, what do you think?