Tonight I went out with my friends from High School. We went out to eat at a diner in our town. The best part of going out was no husbands and boyfriends. We were talking about one of our high school friend who just got married. She told me what she has to go thou to get married. She told me that she got a really good on the wedding favors from this website online. She told me they are very reasonable with the prices and shipping. One of my other friends who is getting married next fall, she told us that will go to that website to buy her wedding favors. We had a wonderful time and I think I need to do this more often. I just hope my husband won’t read this.

I am sorry that I have been letting this place go. Ugh, I have been feeling so upset and depressed lately. I started taking my Sertrainline again. It seems to be working. Life has to be better then this. I feel upset and depressed about everything and it is really starting to take a toll on me. There is stuff going on in my life that I can not discuss, but its very hard for me to deal with. I wish it would just all end now.

I decided that I would try to look for another job, along with doing my freelance work. I have contacted 2 different employment agency and I found one job that I applied at, to only find out my friend works there. She keeps telling me its boring and I wouldn’t like it, but I just don’t know if she is really saying that or doesn’t want me working there for some reason. I sent my resume to her office, well see if I hear back, if not oh well wasn’t meant to me and I move on. Monday I got to an employment agency at 9:30am so hopefully they can find me something.

I came to the point that Matthew and I really need to move out. We need to pay our debt and get out of here. Its very hard to rent or buy house in NJ. This is why we are looking into PA. Every time we go and visit Jenn, we just love her area. Its peaceful, and no one is going to bug us!

Thinking about purchasing this bag, what do you think?

Well my beautiful layout is not being nice. I gave up on it for the night. I decided to get my hair done tomorrow. I am planning on getting it cut and foiled a pretty blond color. You can see how I want it here. Hopefully it will come out nice, I hate the summer because my hair is always frizzy and yucky, so it being short will be much easier to take care of. I am also thinking about buying some hair care products too so my hair wont get very dry because foiling dries it out big time.

I forgot to mention Matthew and I bought a photo printer. It is so awesome! I love it. It makes 4×6’s and 5×7’s and also small prints like wallets and tiny wallets. Its so nice not having to go to CVS all the time and picking up pictures, I can just print them right on my printer.

Just for a sneak peak of the colors of my new layout lllllllll llllllll